About Me

	I keep my heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy, happiness and comfort in living until your dreams come true... My husband and I tried for children for 7 years, we were diagnosed with 'Unexplained Infertility' at Birmingham hospital after lots of tests. We tried to adopt and we tried to change our lifestyle and tried everything possible to concieve but our hearts were utterly and truly broken... Then 7 years later I miraculously got pregnant with a baby boy only to be astounded that on his due date exactly two years after this, a baby girl was also expected! I now have two gorgeous kidlings and love everything about them and I'm obsessed by them and everything that surrounds them... A kinda mummy that's obsessed by beautiful things!  My First ever handwritten 'mummy' by my little Bear aged 2.5 yrs Every day I try to enjoy every second with them, thinking of new creative things to make them laugh whilst pulling at my heart strings I've returned to work 3 days a week to afford to give them wonderful things! I love art and all things creative so I'm constantly trying to think of things for them and us to do. I love photographs for their precious memories they make so I'm obsessed by photographing every second "enough mummy" my little Bear calls when the camera comes out!    My newborn baby's feet in my hands
	Is there a moment that cannot be photographed or videoed? I love photos and I'm obsessed by taking them. I love being social... I'd become a shrivelled up old raisin if I were ever left alone - even for an hour!! I hate being alone! I love my family dearly and my heart breaks every second that we're apart but I'm extremely lucky to constantly be excited for their next visit or my next trip to see them - this is a very special thing! I love LOVE... Love is the most important thing in everything I do and feel, without love there is no point... I've been brought up to understand the importance of love and I must annoy the hell outta people around me with my ooooozing of love!    My Little Family
	Favourite Films:  Shrek is my all time favourite - the first film - the moral story is amazing! Shhhh.. I walked down the aisle to my husband to "it is you I have loved all along" from the Shrek film!! Course I had "Love Actually" the 'Love, Love, Love' song (made famous by the Beetles) as I walked back up the aisle a married Mrs!! Love that film... I now love Pitch Perfect since my sister pinned me down and demanded I watch it... Since having my two kidlings I've found my brain can't cope with films like it used to!!! Favourite Music:
	Music just confuses me... I sing constantly everywhere I go, whatever I do, from changing little Pop's nappy to driving the car to the shower - I cannot shower without music, I just don't get clean!! BUT I get every single lyric wrong and I never know the song title and I can never ever tell you the artist... I don't like whole albums of one artist I like compilations or I get bored... So my playlist at the mo is Billionnaire (every time I close my eyes, I see my name in paradise... La la) Defying Gravity Lea Michelle from Glee (cos I like to think I can sing as high as her) Lean on Me (a sister song, my sister and I sing this to each other constantly - I need a tatoo with this lyric on me) True Colours (reminds me of my childhood)... See its random!!